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Okay, my hiatus is really showing no signs of coming to an end. Things just keep piling on to mountain of crap I've already got. I'm in the midst of trying to find an apartment, which is going to be improbable now because my hours have been severely cut. I think I need to find a new job. I wish there was just a way to ditch these terrible retail jobs and just make a living as an artist. Sadly I don't think that will happen. I've all but given up hope on that.
The future of my art is still very clouded. Things aren't really improving. To top it off, my health isn't the greatest. I hit 360 lbs (163.2 KG or 25.7 stone), my LDL (bad cholesterol) is high and my HDL (good cholesterol) is low. I have high liver enzymes, but that runs in my family, as well as a low red blood cell count possible caused by iron deficiency. I'm feeling more like an 80-year-old than a 30-year-old. Yes, I'm sensitive about my weight but who isn't? I could be a jolly fat guy but yeah, I don't even want to be a fat guy. "I'm eat because I'm unhappy! I'm unhappy because I eat..." as Fat Bastard said... I'm also on the brink of being put on anti-depressants. Yay happy pills.
These down periods are getting old... and I'm really getting tired of them. People are telling me that if you aren't happy about the way things are going, only you can change it. I wish I knew how to change it... One thing is for certain, this shit isn't working.
The future of my art is still very clouded. Things aren't really improving. To top it off, my health isn't the greatest. I hit 360 lbs (163.2 KG or 25.7 stone), my LDL (bad cholesterol) is high and my HDL (good cholesterol) is low. I have high liver enzymes, but that runs in my family, as well as a low red blood cell count possible caused by iron deficiency. I'm feeling more like an 80-year-old than a 30-year-old. Yes, I'm sensitive about my weight but who isn't? I could be a jolly fat guy but yeah, I don't even want to be a fat guy. "I'm eat because I'm unhappy! I'm unhappy because I eat..." as Fat Bastard said... I'm also on the brink of being put on anti-depressants. Yay happy pills.
These down periods are getting old... and I'm really getting tired of them. People are telling me that if you aren't happy about the way things are going, only you can change it. I wish I knew how to change it... One thing is for certain, this shit isn't working.
$100 goal, Please commission me or donate!
Hello! I'm trying to reach a goal of $100 this week. Seeing as it's only Tuesday I'm hoping to make the goal by Friday! You can commission me, $10 sketches are still available. $10 per character, extra charge for vehicles, complex props and backgrounds. $25 Flat Color Commissions are also available. Or if you're feeling altruistic, you can donate via Ko-Fi https://ko-fi.com/johnzscott Please spread this journal around!
$10 Sketch Commissions
Things don't seem to be improving. I'm not having much luck on the job hunt, so I'm falling back on the only real skill I have. I have $6 to my name... so I would like to do some commissions. When I feel more confident in the digital realm, I'll open back up for full color commissions and finish up the ones I owe. Right now I'm just trying to survive... I hate to sound like I'm begging, and I guess I am. I'm also not above asking for donations, but I feel better getting commissions. Anything helps. Same rules apply for $10 sketches: $10 per character, extra charge for complex props, no vehicles or mecha, no extreme fetishes (If you're not sure, just ask!).
$10 Quick Sketch Commissions Still Available!
I'm still doing these, if there are any takers. $10 per character, extra charge for complex props, no vehicles or mecha, no extreme fetishes (If you're not sure, just ask) are still the rules. I'm also still taking donations, my paypal is jzscott[at]hotmail.com. I've got like $12 to my name so any help would be appreciated.
$10 Quick Sketches
Yep, I'm still doing them! $10 per character, extra charge for complex props, no vehicles or mecha, no extreme fetishes (If you're not sure, just ask!).
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Cut one bad thing from your diet and you'll see positive results. I still manage to eat well, but I cut out orange juice because it's full of sugar and I used to guzzle it. In a month I lost 5kg. Just from drinking water instead of juice. Start with one small thing and the results will motivate you to make bigger changes.